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![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) sick__vicious is my icon journal. =)
i'm pretty proud of it so far. there's no examples or any icons inside .. yet .. but hey. whatever. =P
i have drivers ed tomorrow at 8:30am once again, so i best be off. =)
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FUCK christmas ... and that's all i gatta say for now.
gunna finish getting ready & we're goin' to se fat albert.
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MERRY CHRiSTMAS, EVERYONE!!! ♥
Wheeee ... I hope everyone has an awesome xmas. & i hope ya get stuff ya want! ;D lol
I know I did. Well ... at least one thing. ;D Cuz I always get to open 1 present on xmas eve & i got EDWARD SCISSORHANDS!!! i'm so happy! :D my mommy caught me dancing with it earlier. rofl. Oh well.
I LOVE YOU ALL!! ♥
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( quizey thingy )
by the way ... ya'll know i broke up with aleks, right? lmao.
if not, now you do. =P
yeah. since november ... 16th, i think ... we're still good friends though.
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Wow. Where to start..? hahaha. Oh.My.Gawd. hahaha.
well ... last night ... hmmmm ... we left around 4/4:30 ... which was too late. we didn't get to sacramento til 7:30!!! WHEN THE THING STARTED AT 7!!! so. we were late. but whatever. only missed ... *blinks* .. um .. some aaron songs. haha. i can't remember how many. but yeah. it was only an hour long. only Fan_3 & Aaron were there. didn't meet him last night. boo! lol. & ... yeah .. it sucked last night. we'll just put it that way. & move on. haha
after ... we were going to danielle's aunt & i was all "now ... i dunno who to marry. billy martin .. or .. aaron carter." haha. danielle & my mom said neither, & robert said nothing. & as we were leaving... my mom's all "i wonder where he's staying.." so i was all "*GASP* :O OMG!! LET'S GO BACK, WAIT FOR HIM TO COME OUT, & FALLOW HIM!!!" but they didn't want to do that. =( lol. & i was saying how we should go to all the holiday inn's to see if he's staying there & run through the floors yelling "AARON!!!" but then i decided that wasn't a good idea incase other people named aaron were there ... so we'd yell "airboy" ... but no one wanted to. =( haha. OH! also ... robert said something about being late ... but we thought he said something about me getting laid! hahaha. we thought he said i wanted to find aaron so i could get laid. but he really said "yeah, so she can get late" but .. yeah. roflmao. it was great. haha
ANYWAYS!! omg. today. wow. my life is complete, i swear! I MET AARON!!! OMFG!!! yes. hold on & i'll get to it!! AAHHHH!!
but yeah. we were supposed to wake up at 6am, but ended up sleeping til about 7am. hahaha. well, my mom, robert, & i did. cuz danielle got up at 6:30 & showered. ooh yeah ... "i can take a 5 mintue shower" - danielle ... riiiight.
but yeah. we weren't out til about 7:30/8 ... i was all stressin' cuz i didn't wanna miss mac 7 or anything. lmao. so we got there, like ... right before 11 ... JUST in time for mac 7. whooooo!! so i ran up to the stage, screamed my lungs out, took a bunch of pics ... ya know... & then megan called cuz they got there, & i went & got in line to meet mac 7 again. & dude. DUSTIN & CLARIN REMEMBERED ME!! =D hahaha. it was a great feeling. lmao. i walked up to dustin & i was all "do you remember me? *gives funny look*" he's all *look at me* "hold on. gimme a second. isn't it .. ex-oh-aman..manda..." me: *nod* dustin: "amand.. manda?!" me: "yep!" dustin: "heeeyy, what's up?" rofl. it was great. & then clarin ... she's all talkin' to me & i was all "yeah, i met you guys last year.." clarin: "YEAH! i thought you looked firmiliar!" me: *laughs* "yeah, last year i had longer, red hair.." clarin: "yeah! i remember you!" lol. it was so awesome! =D whoooo
anyways ... after that ... we walked around and i had lost megan & xtine & them becuz they went backstage to see j-me cuz mego got VIP pass. but yeah. anyways ... i didn't see them til it was about time for j-me to come on ... so i went over to them & watched j-me preform with them. & then i went over to j-me's booth & talked to her. she liked my outfit. lmao. which was weird becuz it's just jeans & my red ac shirt. but yeah. i talked to her a bit. she likes my hair dark too. wheee. & told me to e-mail her again. wheee, go me. rofl. & yeah. robert thinks she's hot! HAHAHA! i teased him the whole way home. it's awesome. but ok ...
after j-me was lil romeo, didn't watch that ... & then fan_3 ... didn't watch her either.
as romeo was on ... i called xtine to see if they were gunna watch him & she said no ... so i was like, alright. & we (my mom, danielle, robert, & i) sat against a wall away from everyone & i told xtine what i heard as i was waiting for j-me to come out & do auto's.... that aaron wasn't gunna come out & do a meet & greet thing. i almost started crying. & she's all .. "well, we'll see what we can do." & so we hung up ... i went pee, came back out & sat down & megan called me on xtine's cell & was all "come to the left side of the stage with the black curtin ... we'll get you to meet aaron!" & i about died! rofl. so we got up & went there & they kinda snuck me backstage. omg. lol. i was like "i'm gunna die. omg." & meagan & all them were like "it'll be fine." hahaha. & then we got backstage & there he was. omg. haha. but, right as we came in.. the security was all "you can't be back here. you can't meet aaron... blah, blah, blah.." so we went like ... 20 feet away over to daniel (mac 7) & we stood with him for a bit. & then when the security left ... we started going over to aaron. i was so nervous. i was all "omg, i'm gunna die. omg, i'm so nervous" & xtine & kylea were all pushing me over to him cuz i was being shy. wtf? rofl. but yeah .... uh ... we got over to him. & i got to stand by him a good percent of the time. omg. he's freakin' hot. but yeah. megan & missy were all talkin' to him. & stuff. & i was just standin' there. & then ... i can't remember how i got his attention, but i gave him the graphic! =D he seemed to like it too. whoohoo! =) i was all: "here. i made this for you. for your birthday. =)" & he read it & he was all: "aw, wow. thank you! where was this? *points at pics*" me: "uh... last year, in sacramento. on september 1st." & like ... megan & everyone laughed at me cuz i remembered the date .. & i think one of 'em said "aw how cute" & then aaron's all: "well thank you." & THEN HE HUGGED ME!! omfg. haha. as he was huggin' me, megan's all "do you want your picture with him?" & i studdered & twitched while hugging aaron & like ... yelled "YES!" lol. & aaron laughed at me. lmao. so yeah. i got my pic with him & gave him the graphic. & got three auto's from him. haha. yeah. he had already signed some postcard things & missy & xtine gave me their's ... & then aaron was gunna write his number on some chick from mac 7's post card thing ... & xtine's all "while you're at it, will you sign her cd booklet?" he's all ... "sure! *look at me* i'll sign it" so i opened it & he signed it for me ... & yeah. then he had to leave & then we went like ... 5 feet away & i started crying. omg, it was the happiest moment of my life. wow. & xtine's all "don't crryyy!!" & then she's all "ok. let it. cry!" lmao. & then EVERYONE ... kylea, missy, megan, xtine, & julieanna (mac 7) ... were all "aw, that's so cute! she's crying cuz she met aaron" & i was all hiding my face & megan & xtine kept givin me hugs. lol. but yeah. wow. it was so awesome.
also .. while backstage .. fan_3 came up & megan's all "hey, are you fan 3?" & yeah ... we talked to her & went into her room & she gave us her food. lmao. wheee. i had a coke from fan_3!! lmao. but yeah. we didn't watch her preform cuz after we were in her room, we went to j-me's room. & she wasn't there. we were waiting for her to come back, but ... she didn't .. so we decided to leave to go watch aaron & then we found j-me on the side of the stage watching fan_3 & hung out with her. after fan_3 & the radio disney dude was talking, j-me came up to me & she's all "CAN I SEE YOUR PHONE?!" lmao. & we were all talkin' about my phone & then we got kicked outta the sign thing cuz the security didn't want anyone there when aaron came out. & then like ... i finally got to talk to my mom about my aaron experience ... & i started crying again & j-me even said it was cute how i was crying. lol. wow.
after my backstage experience ... haha ... we watched aaron preform & yeah. it was fun.
omg. i love him so much! wow. oooh! omg, i can't believe i forgot. after i hugged him ... we pulled away & he's all: *points to his hair with his face RIGHT in mine* "I CUT MY HAIR! DO YOU LIKE IT?!" hahaha, it was so cute. lmao. & then i was all *studder* "yes!" haha.
but yeah. wow. i'll need to get my pic from megan. cuz she has it. wow. lol. my life is complete. i can die now. *nods*
& once again ... THANK YOU SO MUCH MEGAN & CHRISTINE!! I OWE IT ALL TO YALL!!! <33
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wheee... first of all ...
Happy Birthday, Aaron Carter!!
yep. it's that time again. this year, he's 17. =) i hope he has an awesome birthday doing what ever he's up to today! =)
second of all ...
Jingle Jam this Friday & Saturday.
yep. ima be seeing (& problly MEETING) AARON CARTER!!! & J-Me (again) & Mac 7 (again). W00T!! HAPPY MANDA!!!
i met mac 7 last year at jingle jam. ♥ & met j-me last year at the ca state fair. never met aaron. so i'm hella excited! after 3 or 4 years ... my dream is coming true! & problly 2 times in 2 days. wheeee! SO EXCITED!
ALSO ... i get to see megan & xtine again! =D yay! that makes me happy too! w00t. *dance* i can't wait. ^_______^
& third ... this has nothing to do with the above.
i want an eggnog milk shake from jack in the box or a butterfinger mcflurry from mcdonald's. *drools* rofl. even though it's raining & freakin' cold, I WANT ONE! so i hope my mommy'll bring me one. O.O lol
then ... fourth ... random quizzes i snagged from jen. =D =P lol
( quizness )
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well .. i cut my hair. & dyed it. i decided to be a bitch & not listen to anyone. =P
also ... i didn't see the replies from mego & lynsie. SORRY!!
but yeah ... my hair is black. & IT CAN ACTUALLY SPiKE!! OMFG! i'm happy about that! rofl.
( i KiNDA HAVE BiLLY HAiR NOW! lmao )
yay for piccies! =D
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i NEED SOME HELP!! right now ... my hair is like this & i wanna grow it out. kinda. back to something like thisss. like it used to be.
but my mommy's getting her hair cut today (or at least she's supposed to) & i kinda wanna get it cut again. short. hecka short. like billy martin's used to be. something like this.
cuz ... with how people kept cutting it, & fucking it over, it never got short enough for me to spike like i wanted to. O_O
so yeah .. i dunno what to do. please don't tell me "it's your hair" or "do what you wanna do" or something like that. i need help. i dunno what to doooo!!
tenor says to let it grow. but two other people say cut it. lmao.
also ... i wanna dye my hair. dark. o.O like black. but i dunno if my mommy would let me. would i look good with black hair? o.O problly not ... but i dunno. what colors would look good on me? rofl
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wheee. if you haven't noticed... i have a new layout. =D
WARNiNG ;; it's very pink. bright pink.
like me. today at least. i swear, i have so much pink on it's not even funny.
anyways. hurrah. yay for layouts. *dances*
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[10 Oct 2004|06:27pm] |
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ya'll should move to GreatestJournal ... why ..? becuz i said. =P
& it's better. it allows, like ... 1000? 3000 icons..? something like that.
a photo gallery
& an image host
if you go there ... add me ... =) i'm x0mandabear0x over there too. although i may be switching names soon. oh well. =P
♥ manda
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randomness ...
i'm grounded & problly shouldn't be here .. but yes. i wanted to post this ...
it's my final project for my HTML class. =)
** CLiCK HERE **
lemme know if it looks alright.
it's due tuesday. eek!! O_O
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[07 Oct 2004|04:36pm] |
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wheee..?
i'm in HTML class. hurrah..?
i get to see aleks after though! w00t.
cuz he gets outta his spanish class at 5pm & his mommy's gunna pick him up today.
around 5:30. cuz that's when i get out. so yay! =D
that makes me happy. ^_____________^
ugh. html class is so borning. & i hafta pee! rofl. i shoulda peed before we left the house.
hmmm ... maybe i can hold it til about 5ish & then go ... so i can see aleks. ;P teehee. roflmao
hmm .. i'm waiting for tenor to get back from being idle becuz ... i need someone to talk to.
erica isn't here with me. she's at one of her houses.
zolt is at work
aleks is in class
& then ten is idle.
my mom's online ... but she's doing something else.
therefore, i am all alone.
anyways ... in other news ... rofl =P
i dropped my ghey science class out at SSHS. i hated that class so i'm glad i'm not in it anymore.
ima take science next semester with erica out here at the college.
also ... ross & john ... not that hot any more.
problly cuz i have aleks.
it's weird how that happens ... ya get a bf & all other "hot" guys aren't that hot anymore.
that happened with *cough*. but yeah.
ooh! & tom-tom got his balls cut today. ew. rofl
he came home before we left. it was gross. cuz he layed down and spread his legs to lick himself ... & eewww. i walked outside. lmfao.
poor tom-tom walks funny now. rofl. but i don't blame him. his thingies are sore. rofl
um ... ok. that shall be it. =P
<33
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i have a new boyfriend. lol
he's 17 (will be 18 on october 14th). & his name is alex (aleks). =)
we've been going out since the 30th of last month. w00t. =D
lmao. not long, but oh well.
he's friggan hot. & so sweet.
he's SOOOO much better than jesse. =O lmfao. eek. sssshhh, i didn't say that. =P
wanna see pics?? look under the cut. w00t.
( i love him )
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Well .... Um ... I've been posting more in my GJ about this. So ... ya'll are behind. hahah.
anyways ... thursday, before HTML class, we went n talked to an investigator dude ... and he filled up 5 pages of shit i knew. & i finally cried. so now i don't feel like such a cold heartless beotch. =D
i think, that night, i made a graphic of him that i'll post at the end of this entry.
friday, ben called me to see if i found out about paul. and we talked for a bit. i was supposed to call him today, but i didn't becuz he was working at k-mart raising money for the lady paul killed. and when he got home, he was supposed to call me.
we made plans to go to the funeral together. him, jake, matt, me, & maybe jesse.
i was also worried that there'd be no funeral. since it was a suicide n all. but there is. thank God. i was gunna be SO much more upset if there wasn't.
but there is. it's october 1st. at noon. n i'm gunna fuckin' cry. i know it. =/
sucky thing is, it's on a school day. so HOPEFULLY jake, ben, matt, & maybe jesse ... can get the day off. or sign out before noon.
we're gunna bring jake if he can get out. which he said he can. cuz his mom'll understand. all their partents should! i mean, it's a funeral for our friggan friend!
i'm glad that my guys n mah mommeh are gunna be at the funeral. they'll comfert me when i cry. which i'll need. *nods*
anyways .... ima end this now.
( Rest In Peace, Paul McCallister )
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I'm going to go play The Sims 2. I like The Sims 2.
Yes, I know. Pointless entry. So bite me.
♥ Manda
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not prepared at all.
in 2 days it's gunna be the 25th .... i NEED to be occupied that day. ima NEED to do something!! or else i'll be sad.
last month that happened. i didn't have anyone to talk to or hang out with. so i was depressed. but in july i was fine .... but that was becuz i was occupied ... kinda. i waited around for my uncle to come get me and then came home from my grandpa's. i guess i was focused on goin' home to pay attention to what day it was.
anyways, ima really need something to do after what happened tuesday. =/
*sigh* fuck. =/
EDiT @ 1:52 ;; soooo ... if anyone *coughTENORANDZOLTcough* wants to call me ... i'll be more than happy to talk!! hahaha ;P
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um ... wow. i don't know what to say really.
um ... my friend is dead. he commited suicide last night. while i was in html class.
yep ... murder suiced. he killed someone else before him. yeah. crazy shit.
yeah .... he called me EXACTALLY 40 minutes before he did it. but i was in class. his name was Paul ... and he was in love with me. i recently found that out. and i now feel like shit becuz i didn't love him back. nor did i even really care for him becuz he was, in fact, annoying. but ... it doesn't change the fact that he was my friend!
the story ;;
when we got home from html class, my grandma told my mom that there had been a shooting on paul's street (east way). and my mom knew she knew the street, she just couldn't figure out where from. well ... then it dawned on her that it was my friend's street. and there was only ONE apt complex on his street ... that he lived in. well ... i'm like, paying no attention to it, cuz i didn't think it'd be paul. i figured i'd call him today and find out what happened. well, that aint gunna happen.
uh ... anyways ... last night they found out it was a male that killed the female. and then they changed it to a juvinial (sp?) male that did it. and my mom, grandma, and i were jokin' that "oooh, it's paul!" and .... then this moring they found out he was 16. and in a joking way i'z all "it problly was paul!" and we laughed ... CUZ WE WERE JOKING!!!! but then, after we got bubblez we found out .... it was paul. becuz they released names. i was in shock. i still am. he loved me. i have proof.
so yeah, we found out, n my mom's callin' everyone cuz he was a good friend of mine, annoying at times, but we were friends. he came to my bday party n took me somewhere on my bday and he invited me to movies n we talked on the phone for long ass periods of time when he did get me on the phone. so yeah. we were friends. but she calls my aunt vicky, my aunt julie, my aunt deanna (bubblez's step-mom), my aunt mere, my aunt dani, my grandpa, my uncle, my aunt stephanie ... and then when we got home, we went down to the neighbor's to tell her!
anyways ... supposedly ... paul went up to the neighbors, her son (MY CUZIN, JOHNATHON'S, FRIEND) answered the door, paul asked for his mom, she came to the door, he shot her, then shot himself.
i know, jake told me not to feel like i'm to blame, but .... i do.
paul loved me. i didn't love him. he always used to talk about suicide on the phone to me. but paul seemed like he was one of the people that said they wanted to do something, but they wouldn't; so i didn't pay any attention to that.
also ... one time we were on the phone, he said that he wanted to kill a neighbor of his becuz she went to his apt and complained becuz his music was too loud becuz she ran a day care and the kids there were sleeping. once again, i did not pay attention cuz ... he's teenager ... likes killing games, lotsa guys do, and ... lotsa people say they wanna hurt someone but the DON'T DO IT!!!!
anyways ... i'm in shock. i don't know what to do. i haven't cried. yet. but i might. i don't know though. =/
*` ... here's some links. the last 3 you can log in as me
e-mail: mandabear2007@hotmail.com
pass: moof
http://www.ncnnow.com/index.php?module=ContentExpress&func=display&btitle=CE&mid=&ceid=555
http://www.redding.com/redd/nw_local/article/0,2232,REDD_17533_3201715,00.html (this pisses me off ... they didn't even fuckin' spell his last name right. "McCalister". dumb asses)
http://www.redding.com/redd/nw_local/article/0,2232,REDD_17533_3200708,00.html
http://www.redding.com/redd/nw_local/article/0,2232,REDD_17533_3199406,00.html
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[09 Sep 2004|05:16pm] |
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i wrote john a note ...
"hey. this is just a pretty random question...but uh...do you have a chat program or something? like yahoo messenger or AOL instant messenger? cuz you seem pretty cool n hella funny! so yeah ... i figured i'd ask. if not... that's cool. or if you dont wanna give me yer S/N or w/e.... cuz yeah ... i'm the the freak girl w/ the kitty ears. oh yeah! =P by the way, my name's amanda ... if you care. =P haha"
i'm such a loser!! ROFL
EDiT @ 5:24pm ;; HAHAHA!!! HE LEFT!! rofl. He left before i could give it to him! LMAO. wheeeee! how fuckin' funny! omg! ROFLMFAO!!! wow!! =P hahaha
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